I can’t seem to get well 
Walking on your eggshells 
It makes me emotional 
I’m just tryna get healed 
But it’s like a minefield 
When you’re so approachable 

But tonight 
I gotta keep my distance keep me right (alright)
Oh I try 
But you make me wanna speed and close my eyes (oh I)

Compared you to nothing 
and you went above it 
Then I fell in love I fell in love 
Just to feel something 
It’s self destruction 
And you are the button 
And now I’m feelin’ enough to b-blow my heart up 

Do you know what I’m feelin’

We can’t help but look at
Each other like a car crash 
It’s really unavoidable 
Tragic we’re a good match 
Strike it and we burn fast 
It’s rather enjoyable

Feel it in my blood and you can see it in my blood line 
Open up my hand and you can see it in my heart line 
You can see that I’m a mess and I’mma mess you up in no time
But you gon’ test the limits u gon’ see if thats a bad sign 

Keep coming ‘round I’mma keep your attention 
If we ain’t going out with a crash then we crashin’
If it’s not allowed then baby I’m in 
If we’re going down then at least we should drown 
In a little bit of ocean 

Caught up under a wave that could wash away it all
I know that you 'fraid baby I can read your thoughts 
Now are you in over your head messing around
With a bad girl you want / with me 

I just wanna see if u can keep up actin’ friendly 
How far can you run until your stamina is empty 
You said that I’m different but different is never easy 
Don’t you think I’d rather be alone than just be ur freak

I heard You wanna go somewhere
Don’t go Without me it’s unfair
I’m trying to turn you down
But you keep coming back for more
I would rather let you drown
Than to save you from the shore

Don’t come near me
I might mesmerize your mind
Don’t you kiss me
I have poison on my…

If you get lost
I won’t try
If I won’t find you
I won’t cry
I’ll just
Try and run away
I will find a way

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I don’t wanna just stay here
Not without you on my side
I know
You feel the same inside
Don’t think that I don’t know how to lie
I’m trying to show you how
To love a woman without a crown
I never seen those eyes so dry
I just want to see you cry

If you get lost
I won’t try
If I won’t find you
I won’t cry
I’ll just
Try and run away
I will find a way

I don’t wanna just stay here
Not without you on my side
Not without you

Please do treat me badly
So I can leave you gladly
Everybody feels like partying,
Flirting with somebodies
Pulling Insta bodies
Everybody feels like partying

Except me
Except me they party
Except me
I don’t feel like partying

They pretend they’d missed me
Party doesn’t hit me
Every time they feel my body
I don’t want to be a thing
I’m just feeling I’m so lazy
But everybody wants me to be (GO) crazy
‘Cause tonight we’re at a party
I feel sick

Except me
Except me they party
Except me
I don’t feel like partya

Lets not fool ourselves
I want you no one else
Act like I’m yours to lose
I’m begging you

I've been siting all alone in my bed
Wishing you were here beside me instead
Wondering how bad it'll hurt when it ends

Cuz you know I want you
Maybe more than I should
I want you 
I know you’re no good
Want you more than I should
Baby more than I should

I know that we’ve been high
You’re waiting for the fall
I think we’re falling into place maybe

We’re right where we’re supposed to be
Together til someone leaves
Yeah lucky you lucky me

I don’t need
to apologize
The choice is mine I’m falling
If I scream
Out of my mind This voice is mine I’ll use it
(X2)
Imma talk
If I wanna talk
If I wanna share
I might let you know Imma talk
If I wanna talk
If I wanna share
I might let you know
(x2)
I don’t need to tell you my name To do what you say
I’m leaving
If I speak
And tell you to go I’m telling you no You listen
(X2)
Imma talk
If I wanna talk
If I wanna share Imma let you know Imma talk
If I wanna talk
If I wanna share Imma let you know

I could’ve sworn you swerved the right
Jagged side
Right where I left my shoes to burning in the light of My cigarette cry got a red-eye flight high into the city Looking down at you right

With a left eye with a left eye I could
See it in the phone line before you phone mine yea
We might’ve called it a draw or we might not have called it all Talking bout it
With a left eye with a left eye I could
See it in the phone line before you phone mine
We never called it at all we never called it a draw

Smoke and the mirrors took some time
Out of sight
Right where I left my mind to bury in the night of
The internet lie, ran you down by sunrise, try until I pity down at you right

With a left eye with a left eye I could
See it in the phone line before you phone mine yea
We might’ve called it a draw or we might not have called it all Talking bout it coz
if I lose my weight on the grandest scales of these wings whoohooo did I really lose

if I lose my weight on the grandest scales of these wings
if I lose my weight on the grandest scales of these broken wings With a left eye with a left eye I could
See it in the phone line before you phone mine
With a left eye with a left eye I could
With a left eye with a left eye

I can't help myself I gotta take it to the extreme
Maybe you should save yourself, think of your health
Keep your conscience clean


If you're down for the ride
Just nod your head in time with mine
We'll do things differently


So what I lose my mind from time to time
it's fine it's fine it always comes back to me


The way I do it is overkill
The way I do it is overkill
(You should stay away)
But I know you love the thrill
(Live to love another day)
But I don't think that you will
The way I do it is overkill.


Take a deep breath in
And feel me flowing your bloodstream
Can't keep it at bay
Cos I'm your nightmare and your day dream


Don't try to talk away it's only me you love
And it makes you ill, but you need it still


The way I do it is overkill
The way I do it is overkill
(You should stay away)
But I know you love the thrill
(Live to love another day)
But I don't think that you will
The way I do it is overkill.

Down

You won’t put me down
Can you catch my fall ?
Can you help me find
Some little piece of mind ?
And some killer time

And I will wear a crown
And I won’t back down
When you burn my soul

And I will wear a crown
And I won’t back down
When you burn my soul

Cry

You won’t see me cry
You hang me out to dry
I got my bullet eyes

And I will wear a crown
And I won’t back down
When you burn my soul
When you burn my soul

You took me for a clown
And I won’t back down
When you burn my soul

When you burn my soul
When you burn my soul
When you burn my soul

Burns like fire

A rush of adrenaline power
It’s taking me high
oooh higher
Mind’s focused, game’s on

I’m inspired
I wait and attack
Like a lion

I never look back, only higher
Eyes open, head’s strong
Stronger than it’s ever been

Take your time and watch me go
Before I’m way too far from you

I require
Myself to be tough I desire
To get to the top and higher
Mind’s focused, game’s on

No ceasefire
This flame, it can never expire
It’ll only go high
ooh higher
While you watch it burn

Stronger than it’s ever been before

Take your time
And watch me go
Before
Before

I’m way too far from you
Before

Take your time
And watch me go
Before

Take your time
And watch me go

Stronger than it’s ever been

My reflection
In the water
Tells me that I’m different
Brought me back
To where I started Running out of oxygen
I just need to get out To be somebody else To get over myself
I just need to get out To be somebody else To get over myself
Our connection’s Getting broken Interfering with my head
Brought me back
To where it happened Running out of oxygen
I just need to get out To be somebody else To get over myself
I just need to get out To be somebody else To get over myself

Writing on all your walls
I was here, now I have to go

I won't stay in a cage

Missing all my days
I am here and I
I will stay

Whatever they will say

There will be brighter days

I am here and stay
I will stay alive
I won't stay in a cage

Missing all my days
I am here and
I will stay

Whatever they will say

There will be brighter days

I am here and stay

Today, it’s tuesday,
And I’m getting out,

Instead of crying, crying,

Crying in my bed.

Outside, it’s cold,

My hands are shivering.

You are in front of me.

I’m telling you, after many years,

All my love.
And that you made me suffer.

Yesterday, it was tuesday,
I told you all I can,

And now I’m free.

Yeah, it was outside, in the cold,

You were in front of me.

I’m telling you, after many years

All my love.

And you said nothing.

I’m makin a comeback
Found a place and time

Playing my own rules

Ready to rewrite

My story

My rebirth

Held off the pressure

Felt my body burn

I rose from the ashes

What a lesson learned

It’s my story

My rebirth

Ooooh

Keep shouting my name

Shouting my name (shouting my name)

People always tell me

I embody the flame

Keep shouting my name

Shouting my name (shouting my name)

People always tell me

My form of expression

Is to look ahead

No time for regretting

Here what’s past is past

It’s my story

My rebirth

Keep shouting my name

Shouting my name (shouting my name)

People always tell me

I embody the flame

Keep shouting my name

Shouting my name (shouting my name)

People always tell me

Burn the sages
New chapter in my life tear out all the pages
I’m losing all my mind I’m trying to face it 
Skeletons in my closet turn into a basement
All my deep and darkest secrets
I hide away cause no one can keep it no
My soul been reeking no
My soul been bleeding
I just gotta climb to the top I just gotta know who I am
Darkest fears really hit the spot 
I’m noticing my life’s out of hand
Reflect on myself
I’ve been running from my shadows
Hypnotized by the ceiling I know 
Contemplating who I am

I’m trapped in my memories
Past life yeah its haunting me
So would you let me be
Yeah would you let me be
Cause I'm trapped in my memories
I lost my dignity
My mind won't let me free
My conscience tortures me 
Set me free

I'm victim to my own thoughts
And I'm digging my own grave
Who gon’ listen 
Life got me in a position
And I'm drowning thinking about holding on
And I'm running
Thinking I outran it all 
But I come right back to my problems 
And I know that I try
I'm feeling I'm all out of options
I feel dead all inside but I gotta fight 
Reflect on my self I've been running from my shadows
Hypnotized by the ceiling I know 
Contemplating who I am